Friday, April 28, 2006

Always be ready...

Two posts in one day...don't fall out of your seats!

This is a great website refuting the outrageous claims and false information in Dan Brown's DaVinci Code. Get a cup of tea, and spend a bit of time there.

The Truth About DaVinci

Of course, the heresies presented in DaVinci are nothing new. I see this as a great opportunity to share the truth of the gospel! I want to "always be ready to make a defense to everyone who asks (me) to give an account fort he hope that is in (me), yet with gentleness and reverence." (II Peter 3:15)

Many of Brown's lies seem plausible to us because we are so ignorant about church history, and just history in general...I know I am! So, here's another link for you...Joshua and I have signed up for this class for next fall. Care to join us?

Schola Tutorial's Church History class

"But false prohets also arose among the people, just as there will also be false teachers among you, who will secretly introduce destructive heresies, even denying the Master who brought them here, bringing swift destruction upon themselves..." (II Peter 2: 1)

Father, give us such a love and holy jealousy for Your word that we immerse ourselves in it daily, and equip us to refute false teaching wherever we find it! Keep Your church...Your "called out ones"... pure and spotless. Amen.

Consider Jesus...

...the High Priest and Apostle of our calling… ~ Hebrews 3:1

Matthew Henry’s commentary on this passage is challenging and thought provoking.

Consider…

…what He is in himself

…what He is to us

…what He will be to us hereafter and for ever

Consider Him, fix your thoughts upon him with the greatest attention, and act towards Him accordingly…

My thoughts and my heart wander…and this is reflected in my everyday actions towards Him and towards others.

Matthew Henry goes on to give us four mandates based on our need to consider Jesus as commanded in this verse:

1. Many that profess faith in Christ have not a due consideration for Him; He is not so much thought of as He deserves to be, and desires to be, by those that expect salvation from Him.

He both deserves and desires to be considered and thought of with great, high, and constant thoughts. But my thoughts are constantly drawn to things of no importance at all. How much time do I waste every day in consideration of things that don’t deserve it at all?

2. Close and serious consideration of Christ would be of great advantage to us to increase our acquaintance with Him, and to engage our love and our obedience to Him, and reliance on Him.

I do want to know Him and love Him more, I want to obey and rely on Him. So, here is the prescription…intentionally, and seriously thinking about Christ and His attributes daily.

3. Even those that are holy brethren, and partakers of the heavenly calling, have need to stir up one another to think more of Christ than they do, to have Him more in their minds; the best of His people think too seldom and too slightly of Him.

Do I stir up others to think great thoughts of Christ? And…do my Christian friends stir me up to think more of Christ? I must evaluate all my fellowship and relationship with other Christians in light of these two questions.

4. We must consider Christ as He is described to us in the scriptures, and form our apprehensions of him thence, not from any vain conceptions and fancies of our own.

Amen! “The Scriptures principally teach what man is to believe concerning God, and what duty God requires of man.” (Westminster Shorter Catchism) This is how I can really know and understand who Christ is…not by my own ideas of what He should be or do.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

We Will Tell the Next Generation ~ Catechism

As I mentioned in my last post, we believe strongly in the value of catechizing our children. Dr. Kim Riddlebarger had a great article on the practice of catechism on yesterday's blog. I'd like to share a few highlights, and my own observations.

Catechism (from the Greek word catechesis) is simply instruction in the basic doctrines of the Christian faith. Instead of replacing or supplanting the role of the Bible in Christian education, catechism ideally serves as the basis for it. For the practice of catechism, as properly understood, is the Christian equivalent of looking at the box top of a jig-saw puzzle before one starts to put all of those hundreds of little pieces together.

In our family, catechism has been a wonderful tool to get our children thinking deeply and biblically about the real questions of life. I have a precious memory of a certain sleepy little three year old, having learned his newest catechism question, telling his older brother who was carrying him from the car to bed, "Caleb, God is a spirit, and he has no body like we do." (just in case big brother Caleb, age 16, didn’t know!) That deep and unfathomable truth was filling his mind, even as he was drifting off to sleep.

...Protestants have always argued that creeds, confessions and catechisms are authoritative only in so far as they faithfully reflect the teaching of Holy Scripture. This means that the use of catechisms, which correctly summarize biblical teaching, does not negate or remove the role of Holy Scripture. Instead, these same creeds, confessions and catechisms, as summary statements of what the Holy Scriptures themselves teach about a particular doctrine, should serve as a kind of spring-board to more effective Bible study.

Amen...the catechism and creeds you choose must be completely biblical. We like the Westminster Shorter Catechism for kids 10 and up, and the First Catechism, Biblical Truth for God's Children. Whatever catechism you choose, be sure to read it all the way through and make sure it lines up with Scripture!

The practice of catechism also serves as an important safeguard against heresy and helps to mitigate some of the problems associated with the private interpretation of Scripture. How many times have you been forced to sit through a Bible study in which the goal was not to discover what the text actually says, but instead to discover what a particular verse means to each of the studies' participants? When we remember that virtually every cult in America began with an open Bible and a charismatic leader who could ensure his or her followers that they alone have discovered what everyone else, especially the creeds, confessions and catechisms, have missed, we see perhaps the greatest value of catechism. These guides protect us from such errors and self-deluded teachers. As American evangelicals have moved away from the practice of catechism for subjective and experiential modes of meaning, it is no accident that biblical illiteracy has risen to embarrassing levels and that false doctrines have rushed in like a flood.

This is sobering and convicting. Cults tend to target "churched" kids, because they are attracted to spiritual things, but tend to be so ignorant of Scripture, that they make easy marks for conversion. Protecting our children from error is a fundamental responsibility of Christian parents. A solid program of Scripture memory, catechism, and creeds is a first-line defense against this kind of error. Random memorization of Scripture verses will not give children this kind of theological protection. I know this will make many evangelical Christians nervous, but please understand what I am saying here. I am arguing for a thoroughly biblical systematic theology course for our children, from the earliest possible age...and the best practical way we have found to implement this is the use training program consisting of catechism, Scripture memory, and creeds to teach our kids the fundamentals of the faith.

Making sure our children can recite catechism and creeds will not regenerate them...only God's work in their hearts can do that...but it will give them a solid foundation and understanding for the faith that I am confident He will work out in their hearts. And it is their hearts we are after. My wise friend, Mary Ellen, now at home with the Lord, once said, "You can teach a parrot to recite the sinner's prayer (catechism and creeds), but we want their hearts!" (italics mine). In addition to the need for a systematic training program in Scriptural truth, children need to see their parents earnestly seeking God, and loving and serving Him with their whole hearts. Children must be encouraged to take the truths they are learning, and apply them to their daily lives. If the catechism, Scripture memory, and creeds are rote, and unaccompanied by any requirement in daily life to live out true faith, they will produce little or no fruit in a child's life and heart.

Even in the absence of the parent's example and discipline, however, God can use memorized truth as a "handle" for the Holy Spirit's work in drawing a person to Christ. I can use myself as an example here. Even though my parents did not actively teach or live out Scripture in our home, they did make sure I attended church every Sunday. It was an Episcopal church, not particularly "alive", but in the liturgy each week, I heard deep truths of Scripture, and theological teaching from the Book of Common Prayer and great hymns of the faith. All of that made a deep impression on my spirit, and God used it as He drew me to Himself in my early twenties. I am so grateful for my heritage.

One of the best by-products of parents taking an active role in catechizing their kids, is that they also catechize themselves in the process! ...There are surprising practical ramifications that result from the practice of catechism as well. ...Too often people assume that the place to start learning theology is through tackling technical theological writing, when in fact the creeds and catechisms of the Reformation were designed to instruct novices in the faith. Starting with the catechism and confessions is really a better way to go.

This is unspeakably true! I heartily agree that has been true in our home. I am convinced being a parent (particularly a homeschooling parent) is truly God's discipleship of ME! And I think we as individuals and churches would do well to take Dr. Riddlebarger's advice to heart in the discipleship of new believers as well as the training of our children.

Well, once I get going, I can't stop. I guess this is why I post so infrequently! I highly recommend reading Dr. Riddlebarger's article linked above. He also gives some great practical tips for teaching your children the catechism. In my previous post, I also listed some good resources for this training.

Monday, March 20, 2006

We Will Tell the Next Generation ~ Family Devotions

...We will tell the next generation
the praiseworthy deeds of the LORD,
his power, and the wonders he has done.
Psalm 78:4b

Barbara over at Mommy Life has a wonderful post today about Family Devotions in her home. I commented there and told about some of the things we do in this regard, and I got so excited I decided to start a little mini-series on this subject of passing on our faith to our kids. In our homeschool, and in our everyday life, we try to be very intentional about teaching our children deep doctrinal truths. We want them to have a bedrock foundation so that the Holy Spirit has lots of "handles" with which to grab our children's hearts in His good timing.

I am grateful and blessed to have a husband who has a very short commute and so has time to lead our family in devotions every morning before he leaves. There have been seasons when that wasn't the case, and family devotions were in the evening, or whenever we could manage to get everyone together. I know everyone doesn't have this ability, and I think it's just important to set a regular routine and stick to it. If Rick couldn't do it in the mornings, I made sure I did something during the day, even if it was just a short Bible story and prayer before naps. And we have had plenty of times when our family devotions are disrupted by crying or uncooperative children, but as they have grown, they have learned that this is what we do together daily as a family. Daily perseverance is truly the key.

Since both Rick and I were raised in the Episcopal Church (see the last post), we both have a deep respect and love for the Book of Common Prayer. We begin our daily devotional time with Morning Prayer. It's amazing how quickly our kids have learned the prayers, the Apostle's Creeds, and the Scriptures that are part of the service. Each child has a prayer book, and even the non-readers like to follow along.

After that, Rick usually uses a daily devotional called "Training Hearts, Teaching Minds" which goes through the questions of the Westminster Shorter Catechism, one question each week, with five days of teaching and application on each one.

I have a list of Scripture that the kids memorize individually from age 3 up as well. And we memorize things together as a family.

All of our kids are also memorizing catechism questions. The younger kids use First Catechism from Great Commission Publications, and then they graduate to the Westminster Shorter by the time they are about 10 or so. I start my little guys at age 3 with the First Catechism, and it is just so cool to hear them...and then to see them start making connections with every area of their lives...

Who made you? God...
What else did God make? God made all things...
Why did God make you and all things? For his own glory...
How can you glorify God? By loving Him and doing what He commands...
Why are you to glorify God? Because He made me and takes care of me...

Talk about TRUE self-worth! :) I highly recommend catechizing your kids. I am amazed at the doctrine I have learned, even from the First Catechism. And it sure helps in answering those unanswerable questions kids love to ask.

Great Commission also has a neat little thing called Memory Work Notebook by Paul Settle. It divides the catechism questions into a grouping for each year from age 3 to 12th grade, with suggested Scripture and hymns and creeds to memorize as well. I have found that to be a great track to run on. There's also a CD of songs that reinforce these catechism questions by Judy Rogers called "Why Can't I See God?" It is excellent!

We also sing hymns, and do other things with Scripture during the day. I will post some more of the things we do in future posts.

Friday, March 03, 2006

Why Lent?

Thou blessed Spirit, Author of all grace and comfort,
Come, work repenetance in my soul;
Represent sin to me in its odious colors
that I may hate it,
...Show me my ruined self
and the help there is in Thee;...
May I confide in His power and love,
commit my soul to Him without reserve
bear His image,
observe His laws,
pursue His service,
and be through time and eternity
a monument to the efficacy of His grace
a trophy of His victory

~Valley of Vision


For the first time in many years, I attended an Ash Wednesday service at St. Peter's, our local Episcopal (yes, Episcopal! see note at bottom of this post) church. The whole point of Lent (this is for my dear non-liturgical friends) is a season of repentance and reflection in preparation for a glorious celebration of Easter. Even after ten years of being in a decidedly non-liturgical church, every year I am reminded that there is no Easter without a Good Friday. The forty days of Lent have always been a precious preparation time which makes Easter so much more meaningful for me.

The associate rector gave the sermon, and he was really marvelous. One of his comments really struck me. He said the Hassidic Jews had a tradition that each man must have two pockets in his coat. In one pocket he should have a slip of paper that says "I am but dust, and to dust I shall return". In the other pocket, a slip that says, "God created the whole universe for me". It is vital that we understand these two truths about who we are, so that we can begin to fathom a holy and righteous, yet merciful and loving Father, and respond to Him in love. So we can comprehend our "ruined selves" and still be a "trophy of grace".

*Yes, dear friends, Episcopal churches can be orthodox and Christian. St. Peter's is a church to watch, and pray for. From what I saw there, I believe you will see this church standing firm and continuing in the faith through the current storm which God is using to purge the apostate Episcopal Church... Praise God, and pray for all the courageous congregations who will stand firm!!

Monday, January 02, 2006

New Year's Resolutions

I was inspired by "New Year's Ambitions" at Holy Experience (scroll down to 12/30). Anne's verse for the year is "Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life, and to attend to your own business and work with your hands." (I Thess. 4:11) Her thoughts on that are very insightful and challenging to me.

This morning I read this from Spurgeon's Morning and Evening:

"Grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ."

"Grow in grace"-not in one grace only, but in all grace. Grow in that root-grace, faith. Believe the promises more firmly than you have done.

Let faith increase in fulness, constancy, simplicity. Grow also in love. Ask that your love may become extended, more intense, more practical, influencing every thought, word, and deed.

Grow likewise in humility. Seek to lie very low, and know more of your own nothingness. As you grow downward in humility, seek also to grow upward -having nearer approaches to God in prayer and more intimate fellowship with Jesus.

May God the Holy Spirit enable you to "grow in the knowledge of our Lord and Saviour." He who grows not in the knowledge of Jesus, refuses to be blessed. To know him is "life eternal," and to advance in the knowledge of him is to increase in happiness.





In order to lead that quiet life of faith Paul describes, I need more of grace, and more knowledge of Jesus this year. This verse is preceded by Paul's exhortation about diligence in pursuing holiness, and warnings to guard against doctrinal error. But he is not just advocating growth in knowledge (knowledge puffs up), but growth in grace AND knowledge. Grace preceding knowledge...exactly where I so often get it backwards. Knowledge I know how to pursue, but grace?? Can't muster it on my own. So Father, I ask that You will grant me grace, and firm and ever-increasing belief in Your promises.

If I am growing in grace and knowledge of Jesus, I will also grow in love to Him. I want to make it my goal each day to love fall more deeply in love with the Lord (wise advice from my dear friend Margaret Ashmore). I will become more satisfied in Him, and He will be more glorified in me, both now and forever.

Father, this year, let me grow in grace, and in the knowledge of my Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. To You be the glory, both now and to the day of eternity. Amen.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Slappy Christmas and other thoughts

You must read Gene Edward Veith's article on the historical St. Nicholas. It is interesting, enlightening, and funny.

I've been thinking more about the megachurches closing on Christmas. While I am not judging individual decisions to attend or not attend, it is really interesting to me that the Chicago Tribune, CNN, ABC News, etc (all obviously using the same source) ...hardly defenders of traditional Christianity... seem shocked by this decision to close. When was the last time you saw a theologian from Gordon-Conwell seminary quoted prominently in a mainstream media outlet? I think even our "foes" want to see the Church of Christ standing firm and not bowing to the popular culture.

Ben Witherington has great posts on this as well, here and here. A commenter on his blog actually makes a good point that it is not only the large churches, and of course, not all large churches will be closing!

There's a fine line in all of this between seeking God's will and doing what He commands and becoming pharisaical and following the traditions of men. But Jesus didn't set aside the commandments, He fulfilled them. And this whole thing has had the very positive effect of making me want to revisit some of our family's decisions and even non-decisions (lack of really thinking about it) on what is benefical to us on the Sabbath. After all, the Sabbath was made for man, and He uses it for our benefit when we obey Him. God has been using some very difficult and provoking circumstances and people in my life to make me want to be very serious about holiness. "Be holy as I am holy."

Now...if only Barbara Walters had used a theologian from Gordon-Conwell, or better yet, from Westminster, for her "Heaven" documentary. But no...but that's another subject, and I won't go there...I promise!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Megachurches Closing for Christmas

Not really a funny subject, but a very sad capitulation to popular culture and sentimentalism, but this spoof at the Holy Observer is funny (link from Dominion Family, who got it from Izzy).

Even the folks at the Chicago Tribune get it better than the megachurch decision-makers. Here's how they describe Christmas Day:
the day set aside to commemorate the incarnation of God on Earth.
So this decision caters to those with happy and intact families...but what about the broken, lonely, and despairing. Who is there for them on the saddest day of their year?

As for individual families and their decision to attend of not, that is up to them. Dominion Family says it well, so I will quote her here,

The way I look at it, and that may be wrong, is that individual families may or may not be in church Sunday morning. Those families will have different reasons for not being there, some good, some bad. Some families may not be there out of conviction of one sort or another, even. But the church closings definitely say something about our culture and the state of evangelicalism.
This would never happen in Mitford...Father Tim wouldn't dream of it. He knows his catechism too well.

What is the duty of all Christians?
The duty of all Christians is to follow Christ, to come together week by week
for corporate worship...
Okay, getting off my soapbox now. :)


Monday, December 19, 2005

Future Grace

by John Piper...this is definitely on my Christmas list! Can't wait to read this one. Listening, guys? :)

Here's a review by Pastor John Samson at Reformation Theology. Please go there and read the entire review...it is excellent...a sermon in itself. Here's an excerpt:

Grace is stripped of its meaning when it is merely thought of as a "good business decision" on God's part. I am refering here to the mistaken idea that God saw our "worth" and decided that the high price was indeed right, and that He would pay the necessary expense to bring us safely to heaven. No, a thousand times, no! That's not grace at all. That's just a good business deal!

Grace is seen in this - while we were wretches; while we were sinners, shaking our fists at God, hating God, defying God in thought, word and deed - every single one of us; God did something ridiculous - paying an outlandish and scandalous price to redeem us (the blood of His beloved Son). This was not because He calculated it all out and thought it was a good investment on His part; that we were "worth it." No, God was motivated by His radical, amazing, abundant and all conquering love alone, as He set about saving a people for Himself. There was nothing of intrinsic worth in the creatures He redeemed. Any worth we had was entirely borrowed from the God who made us in His image.


I find this especially pertinent at Christmas. It's not some sweet, heartwarming story...it's cold and brutal and heart-breaking. The infinite and eternal and completely holy God became that helpless babe, born to die...for me...not because I was "worth" it, or because I "deserved" it, but only because of His amazing love, and for His own glory.

Fall on your knees...O hear the angel voices...O night divine....O night when Christ was born...
What other response can I give? Lord, keep me on my knees, keep me aware of this incomprehensible truth.
Take my life and let it be...all for Your glory.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Boys and how they play

Dominion family has a great post about the "absence" of children in our culture. Makes me think of a funny but scary story a friend of mine tells about her son when they lived for a short time in the suburbs while they were building a house. I think he was about 10 years old, and he was playing in his backyard, dressed in his camo, with his black spray painted gun (horrors...he covered the orange tip!) My friend heard voices in her front yard and went to investigate. There were two policeman, laughing. They had come to investigate a neighbor's report of an armed man in the neighborhood. We still laugh, although it's sobering to think what might have happened.

I am so grateful to live in the country with a creek and lots of open space where my kids can play mostly unsupervised. Yes, it has snakes and ticks and stuff...I have learned not to worry too much, although you don't catch me out there very often! :) We have swords and guns and...gasp...rarely use bike helmets. We've had plenty of stitches, beestings, and even several bouts of Lyme disease, but I wouldn't trade the freedom our kids have to play and run for a "safer" environment
.

Monday, December 05, 2005

A List of Sevens...for fun

1. Seven things to do before I die

1. play my violin well
2. go to Scotland with my husband
3. master Latin
4. read, read, read...so many books
5. grow in loving God with all my heart, mind, soul & strength
6. read the Narnia Chronicles to my grandchildren
7. see all of my children loving and serving Jesus as adults

2. Seven things I cannot do

1. read twaddly books to my children
2. give twaddly books or music as presents
3. sing a solo
4. play the piano in church
5. create fine art
6. ski (anymore...I'm too chicken!)
7. read Hebrew & Greek (but those would be on the
top 10 list of things to do...)

3. Seven things that attracted me to my spouse.

1. he's extremely handsome and has beautiful brown eyes
2. he has a great sense of humor
3. he liked Bruce Springsteen (I know, but I wasn't a Christian...)
4. he grew up in the Episcopal church (like me, and that was attractive to me, then & NOW)
5. I liked his parents and sister
6. he was (and is) the nicest guy I ever met
7. he loves me


4. Seven things I say most often


1.
life's not fair (or you don't want fair!)
2.
are you pleasing God?
3.
look at my eyes
4.
no
5.
I love you
6.
get your school done! or stop talking, start working!
7. Hi hungry, I'm mommy
or You've NEVER been hungry a day in your life

5. Seven books (or series) I love

1. The Bible
2. The Chronicles of Narnia
3. Anne of Green Gables series
4. anything by George MacDonald
5. A Child's History of the World by V.M. Hillyer
6. Goodnight Moon
7. Matthew Henry's Commentary on the Whole Bible


6. Seven movies I love to watch (or would watch over and over if I had the time)
this is very hard. I'd much rather read a book!

1. Sound of Music
2. The Return of the King
3. Seven Brides for Seven Brothers
4. Adam's Rib
5. Heidi
6. It's a Wonderful Life
7. Sargeant York


7. Seven people I want to join in, too
Anyone who wants!!

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Warning to parents

The Common Room: God is Not Your Vending Machine

Please, read this. It is a very long and excellent post that every parent of a teen or even younger child should read. It is very thought-provoking and well thought-out, and has links to other blogs posting about the Kara Borden/David Ludwig story.

I can't say it enough. KNOW what you children are doing, on the internet and elsewhere. Don't just assume because you are homeschooling that your child is safe. We MUST shelter our children's hearts, and teach them about the deceptive nature of sin. Don't assume your children are mature in their faith just because they "talk the talk" -- David and Kara did too...

And you can hold me accountable to do the same for my children.

And above all, this has really convicted me of the need to pray for my children fervently and constantly. They're His kids, and He loves them more than I. But I must be a faithful steward, and that means KNOWING and PRAYING!

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Livy, today's historian

I am copying this from my other blog over at xanga.

I've been reading Livy's Early History of Rome (very, very slowly...not from lack of interest, but lack of time...the story of my life!), and I just LOVE this quote. This is WHY I love history, and WHY we as Christians should love history, and ultimately, WHY we have chosen to home educate our children (which is resulting in MY education, better late than never!)

"I invite the reader's attention to the much more serious consideration of the kind of lives our ancestors lived, of who were the men, and what the means both in politics and war by which Rome's power was first acquired and subsequently expanded; I would then have him trace the process of our moral decline, to watch, first, the sinking of the foundations of morality as the old teaching was allowed to lapse, then the rapidly increasing disintegration, then the final collapse of the whole edifice, and the dark dawning of our modern day when we can neither endure our vices nor face the remedies needed to cure them. The study of history is the best medicine for a sick (or discouraged, according to Mr. Callihan) mind; for in history you have a record of the infinite variety of human experience plainly set out for all to see; and in that record you can find for yourself and your country both examples and warnings; fine things to take as models, base things, rotten through and through, to avoid." (The Early History of Rome, Book I, Lattimore translation, emphasis mine)

Seems like there is nothing new under the sun, huh??

I am also really struck again by God's common grace...revealing truth to this ancient pagan. A pagan, yes, but a very observant and astute pagan. We would do well to heed his warning here in our country and in our own study of history. Reminds me of another excellent quote from the most excellent Author of the ages...

This is what the LORD says: "Stand at the crossroads and look; ask for the
ancient paths, ask where the good way is, and walk in it, and you will find rest for your souls. But you said, 'We will not walk in it.' (Jeremiah 6:6)

Lord, have mercy on us.

pax,
k

Contentment

I am reading a priceless book called The Rare Jewel of Christian Contentment. It is written by an old Puritan writer, Jeremiah Burroughs, who lived from 1599-1646. I just love the Puritans. They were so insightful and on the mark, and their writings are so relevant for Christians today. Although my version has very small print for my aging eyes, it is worth the strain!

In his opening pages, he describes contentment and then goes on to show his readers their great need of this virtue. He goes to great pains to point out that contentment is an inward virtue, and is only really present when we are not only able to "hold our tongues, but also to have a quiet soul." Ouch! I still have trouble with the first part, and am nowhere near the second.

"Contentment is an inward, quiet, gracious frame of spirit...It is a grace that spreads itself through the whole soul."

He talks of how we must first be "satisfied in our judgment and understanding"...in other words, we see God's hand in all of our circumstances, and acknowledge His providence in our lives. We say to ourselves, "This is the hand of God...it is best for me, even though I don't see the reason, yet I am satisfied in my judgement.

But even when we understand God's providence and sovereignty in all of our circumstances,
"...you may still have much to do with your heart afterwards. There is such unruliness in our thoughts and affections that our judgements are not always able to rule our thoughts and affections."

This is ME he is talking about. How can someone who lived so long ago know my heart so well??

Friday, November 25, 2005

November

November is a spinner
Spinning in the mist
Weaving such a lovely web
Of gold and amethyst.
In among the shadows
She spins till close of day
Then quietly she folds her hands
And puts her work away.

~Margaret Rose